I'm doing great, definately trying my best to enjoy my time here and learn
as much as I can, spanish is coming along better, I have gotten pretty good at
praying in spanish, I can almost say all the things that I want to, it's getting
there, I still have 7 weeks left though, so plenty of time to improve and
learn. This week was really awesome, the two devotionals that they had, one on
Sunday and the other one on Tuesday were awesome! Definately one of
the most spiritual experiences I have had so far. On Sunday the speaker was Jenny Oaks Baker, she was so good,
and she played her violin during the devotional, she played like 6 or 7 songs
for us, it was pretty awesome. She said something that stuck out to me a lot,
she said that we need to put all of our faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, not in a
particular event happening, like an investigator getting baptized, or something
like that, this way, you're faith will never shatter. If you put so much faith
in something happening and it doesn't happen, oftentimes this can cause people
to stray away from the church and stop going, but if you put all your faith in
Jesus Christ and our heavenly Father's will, then your faith will never be
weakened. It was better how she said it, but you get the idea. this week
hasn't been all positives though, there have been some downfalls, but me and my
companion have learned a ton from them. This week, we had two investigators,
our first investigator, me and my companion for some reason got so nervous and
starting doubting our own abilities to speak and understand spanish, when you
let feelings of doubt and inadequacy and negativity come into your mind, you
can't teach by the spirit. We were both so nervous and we couldn't really
teach, we just started teaching a lesson, not teaching the investigator, we just
kept babbling on reading out of our missionary phrase book to try and make him
understand, but this isn't how it is supposed to be. You are supposed to get to
know the investigator so that you can teach through the spirit a lesson that
they will be able to understand and accept. We did so bad that we actually
didn't exactly get a new appointment with this investigator, but we learned a
lot. Our teacher told us that we could start over with this investigator now
that we have learned so much more about starting to teach and teaching people
not lessons. However, with our other investigator, me and my companion did so
much better teaching. We went in,. determined not to let any feelings of
inadquacy or doubt come into our minds, ready to teach with confidence and power
the truth of the restored gospel on this earth. It was an awesome lesson! We
both taught by the spirit and were able to teach the lesson in a way that
personally fit the needs of this investigator, and we got him to commit to read
the book of mormon and pray about Joseph Smith, it felt so awesome, I know that
the investigators aren't actual investigator's, but it is still such a real
feeling to teach the gospel to them, that is exactly the way that it will be in
the field. Also, on the tuesday
devotional, the speaker spoke about how strong the spirit really is, he gave an
example of where he heard about a man who stood up to bear his testimony but
could not find any words to say, all he did was stand at the pulpit. However,
tears were streaming down his face and you could just feel the spirit in his
message, the language of the spirit speaks stronger than any spoken words can,
it penetrates straight to the heart and soul of the listener and leaves them
with feelings, which are a lot stronger than sounds. Everyone who was in that
congregation listening to the story of this man sharing his "silent testimony"
knew exactly what the man was feeling, he was expressing his faith and how he
felt our Heavenly Father's Love in his life for him personally, it is comforting
for me to know this. My spanish isn't exactly where I would like it to be, but
the message of the gospel that I will be sharing with others is true, and the
spirit will help me and bring the message of the gospel into the heart of the
listeners as long as I stay obedient and listen to the promptings of the spirit
and go and teach with the spirit. I am so excited to go and help bring
happiness into the lives of the people of Mexico City, on Wednesday we had an awesome lesson about
learning to listen to the spirit and teach. We had an hermana(sister) come and
teach us instead of our regular teacher, she had us close our eyes for 20
minutes and imagine that we were missionaries on the street and that we saw a
women crying with a 2 year old child next to her, it felt like such a real
situation, the teacher was representitive of the lady in the street and I was
able to feel the spirit to help me know what she needed to hear, I knew the
words in english perfectly, but not quite in spanish, however, the spirit can
help people to understand, no matter what language it is that they speak. The
gospel blesses families and that's what that lady needed to hear. She told us
that she believed that God was mad at her because she had lost her family and
had had some trials. As a district, we were able to feel the spirit to help us
know how to comfort her and help her find happiness, that is the kind of work
that I'll be doing out in the field, finding people like her who are in need of
the teachings of the gospel and the comfort that it can bring into our lives
through any trial or tribulation. Afterwards our teacher told us that she could
feel the spirit and our desire to help her, which is more important than our
actualy spanish speaking ability, she could feel that we truly wanted to help
her and that opened up her heart and made her more understanding and listening
to our message. That is how I feel about the people in Mexico that i will get
to serve. I want to help them in whateverway I can to bring them the restored
gospel and help them find happiness, that short 20 minute scenario was so
powerful and such a good learning experience for me, my testimony of the spirit
being able to help teach and comfort was strengthened so much that day, this is
the true church on the earth today, there is so much that I wish I could say , but my
time for email is running low, I am so grateful for the oppurtunity and chance
that I have to serve a mission, I hope that I can serve the people of Mexico
City to the best of my capabilites, I want to make the world a better place, one
person at a time, I hope that I will be able to help them feel the spirit and
bring them back to our Savior Lord Jesus Christ, I know that I can't do this
alone, but with the help of the spirit, I know that I will be able to help
others in Mexico City, specifically, because I have been called of God to
represent his son Jesus Christ and bring others back to the gospel. This is the
place where I will be able to reach out to the most people because of my
talents, my personality, my experiences, my testimony, my spirit. I was callled
to this mission for that reason, and I know it is true. I can feel it right now
that I will be able to find people who will accept the gospel and come back to
Christ, I am so excited for that, and I wouldn't trade that feeling for anything
in the world. The MTC is still awesome, I still love the food, don't forget to
write, and you should use www.dearelder.com
while I am here in the MTC it gets letters here quicker and is pretty awesome, I
love letters, I will write back to all of them as soon as I get time, missionary
work is busy but I love it so much! It is definitely preparing me for the
journey of a lifetime, there are souls to save and people to help and I need to
prepare myself to help them to the best of my ability. My companion is awesome
and we are learning how to teach together, by the spirit and help strengthen the
testimonies of others, I'm so thankful for the letters that I have received and
you guys are so awesome and mean so much to me, thanks for everything you do, I
wish I could say more, but my time is up, don't forget to write, I love you
guys so much
Elder Limb
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